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Wandering Aimlessly...
Created on 2004-12-08 18:08:46 (#5394139), last updated 2008-11-19
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Basic Info| Name: | guitargirl81 |
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BioI am a mass of contradictions.
I crave recognition and approval. I crave closeness. I ache for the kind of friendships I used to have. Yet I far prefer solitude to anything remotely social. And it's much easier to come by than friends are.
I'm sort of shy. It's always awkward to meet new people. And yet I dream of fame; of playing my guitar to packed houses.
I hardly ever let family read my short stories and poetry. I just can't do it...And yet I get a thrill of seeing them published and read by hundreds of people. And I keep writing in this blog for the whole Internet to see.
I'm currently in college, and I am so sick of school. Every day I fantasize of dropping out, getting a job and living on my own again. And yet I also want a Masters degree and maybe a PhD someday. Sick of school, yet wishing to be in school for years to come.
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Can you tell me where I'm going? I only know where I've been
Can you tell me where to lay my head? Right now I'm only wandering
Can you tell me what I'm looking for?
Can you tell me what it means?
If I knew the answers I sure would not be here...
I crave recognition and approval. I crave closeness. I ache for the kind of friendships I used to have. Yet I far prefer solitude to anything remotely social. And it's much easier to come by than friends are.
I'm sort of shy. It's always awkward to meet new people. And yet I dream of fame; of playing my guitar to packed houses.
I hardly ever let family read my short stories and poetry. I just can't do it...And yet I get a thrill of seeing them published and read by hundreds of people. And I keep writing in this blog for the whole Internet to see.
I'm currently in college, and I am so sick of school. Every day I fantasize of dropping out, getting a job and living on my own again. And yet I also want a Masters degree and maybe a PhD someday. Sick of school, yet wishing to be in school for years to come.
Can you tell me where I'm going? I only know where I've been
Can you tell me where to lay my head? Right now I'm only wandering
Can you tell me what I'm looking for?
Can you tell me what it means?
If I knew the answers I sure would not be here...
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